SKINS MOVIE.

Joke's on you, my title is actually































































































true.
There will be a Skins movie.
If it is bad, heads will roll.

IT
WILL
HAVE, ACCORDING TO VARIOUS INTERVIEWS/THE SKINS WEBSITE:
Gen 1, 2, and 3, 3 being in one scene.
Supposedly:
Being directed by Charles Martin.

PS you're seriously out of the loop if you don't know this.
FINI.

Hoh ma-ee gord.

They had better come to Melbourne.
Same goes to Flight of the Conchords - you're from NZ, come to Australia!
They just tour the US. All the time.

I am strangely very peaceful.


Been surfin' the university internetz.
Wanna do patent law.
Have a deep philosophical meaning behind this decision but farking ceebs mate.

The girls in my frees are currently driving my happiness.
Aisling.
Nicole.
Kate Young.
Emma. Sometimes.
Jess.

ALL OF ZEE ABOVE.

Some of my favourite things about life.

1. Childhood friendships.
When you were little and you and your best friend wanted to be sisters. How silly you were! Clearly most sisters hate the shit out of each other for about 10 years in total over their lives. At least.

2. The way humans perceive time.
For some reason I love that even though two things can have occurred simultaneously but because of what we relate them to, one can feel like yesterday, the other ten years ago. For example, I had jaw surgery the exact time my last relationship ended ... but because I see them in such different lights in terms of who was involved, how I felt about them, the level of importance and my way of dealing with both they feel like hey happened at completely different times.

3. I have a general obsession with the human brain. I really love it.
I think it's the most interesting thing on the planet. The fact that so much information can be stored ... every single brain is different. And most of all, how little we know about it.
Your brain is responsible for every little thing you do, your personality, how you tackle problems (at school or life). If one little thing is missing or more acute, it makes you different to the person next to you.
Your brain is who you are. I love it.

4. Teenagehood.
I know it's difficult, and makes people unhappy and all that shit but seeing how people change is so fascinating - entire lives are molded by chance meetings, situations and events. I love it when you see people you haven't seen since you were 14 and in the space of years they've completely changed. I like that. I know other people think it's bad, that they're trying to be something they're not - of course they are! Who the hell knows who they are in their teen years? They can't be something they are if they can't even grasp what that might be.
Teenage years are all trial and error. You can't do that any other time.

There you go.
Now you.

Comin' atcha.

Just go ahead let your hair down.

*The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same ...*

Corinne Bailey Rae is so calming!


So I don't want to be a vet any more ...

Life is not longer on track.
Just have to do the best I can.

This is so weird. I've always had something I wanted to do.

I'm not really unhappy about it (we all know how I am about these things - all 'burn that bridge when I get to it'). So that's good.


But seriously CBR, I love you.


I'm really ready for school tomorrow.
I haven't done all the work but I need the closed, little pond. It's so easy, everything is worked out.
The routine is so familiar.

*You don't even have to tryyy and longer, do what you want to!*

Sorry.

Not really in the mood for pictures. Or am I?

GOTCHA.

Sigh.
That was more of a content sigh.


I thought something was shit but it's not so bad, I was just waiting for it and being in the dark/patient makes me anxious.
No longer waiting!

Cryptic WIN.

Also

WHAT A SICK AS TREE!
No, it's not a mood swing it's just how my brain works.
Always happy and sad.

I'll cut your little heart out

'Cos you made me cry.



I feel very strongly about this, so fuck you for pointing out that it's just teenage bullshit (I'm talking to you, voice in the back of my mind).



I hate that I throw myself to heavily into things.
And so if I realise I don't want something it's too late and hurt people.

I hate how I get so enthralled.
So when I've lived and breathed something and it fails I have nowhere to go.

I hate that I never get into things at the right rate, or into the right things at all.

I hate when I express something I am proud of myself for and I cut myself down or let other people cut me down.

I hate that I can't see the good in myself. I hate that even when I feel most comfortable with myself it's because other people have made me feel validated - it doesn't come from personal achievements or maturity.

I wish there was a way to stop myself falling for every boy. I don't know why I do it but I can (always) become infatuated - almost obsessed sometimes - at the drop of a hat. I wish there was some kind of diagnosable condition for it so I could have some kind of wonder pill and make it stop.
Make myself rational. Able to put things into perspective. Stop completely rearranging my style, personality, views for whoever it is I fancy at the time.
It's not healthy for me on any level. School suffers, my friends suffer, and by the end of it I come out not sure what to do, be or even wear.

I hate how horrible I feel when I express this stuff to people, how selfish I feel, but then realise how selfish and cold I am on a daily basis.
I hate that I hate things.
I hate using the word hate.
I hate things I do, things I say.

I hate that I've become a callous, blunt, angry, intimidating person.
I never used to be like this.
I used to be easy to like. Giggly. Goofy.
I'm so much more. But who will notice if I'm not?
It's what I'm known for, I can't stop now.

In too deep.


What I hate the most is that this is so important to me but is blatantly angsty shit.


If I woke up tomorrow and went back to who I was four years ago - shy at first but then loud and goofy but also much nicer than I am now - would people think I was faking? Would they even notice or be stuck with 'Kat'?

I want Kitty back.

I have had no time to blog.
Muchos sadness.
I've not even had a chance to wash my hair in a good week.
I need a break from my own holidays! Ah well.

Still waiting for something and I just really want it to happen so I can stop fretting.
I am not a very patient person.

Smoking is a bad idea but this is still beautiful.


Still a bad idea. But it's hot.


picature time! Not really sure what I have/haven't used before.

Sah random.

Everyting she does makes me happy.

Wendy Morgan.








They're all by her.
I like her.

Now I know Lucy is reading ...

Being more keen on someone than they are on you is torture.

I really want a bag like this!!


I don't really like complimenting people's looks for various reasons (mostly cos if someone is hot or not it doesn't really change their intelligence, whether they are interesting or not, talent levels, etc) BUT

you can't deny how beautiful she is.

I haven't had this kind of a crush on anyone in ages and I've known the person ... less than 24 hours.
This will not end well.