I ruv people.

I like people who can make my day without even doing anything.

Very much :) right now.

In response to your question.

'How come you're so shy around me, but around them you're crazy and loud? I want you to be like that with me.'

You know how so many toddlers are really shy and won't talk when you first meet them?

How they won't talk or play but you know they want to.

Then all it takes is that one toy, that one game and they love you. All of a sudden they're the loud, obnoxious and energetic character you knew they were.

Well I never grew out of that faze. Sometimes I have to be coaxed out of my shell.

Sometimes it's instant, sometimes it's not.

I'm sorry for the shy thing and its inconsistency. I promise there is a predictability to my antics, it's just very difficult to figure out.

I do really think you're awesome.

I think the fact that you're awesome might be making me more shy. It matters more somehow so it's harder for me to break the barrier.

We'll get there!

Oh social life.

So it is often pointed out that I have groups of friends completely separate from one another.

It's true. I would hate it to be any other way.

I always admire those groups of friends who have been together forever and love eachother and know everything there is to know each person in the group but I don't think I could do that. At least not any time soon. And besides, there are almost always skeletons in the closet.
Maybe I'm really weird (well obviously I'm weird but roll with me) but I just can't hang out with the same people all the time. I need more stimulation.
I'd like to think it's everyone else who's strange and I'm the one who is thinking clearly.
I play trial and error with people. Yeah it can lead to sucky situations but I end up knowing what I want and how to get it. So try it.


AXOLOTL!

Also there's someone in my life who goes out of his way to make me very happy.
I don't know why he does it. But I hope it never ceases.

Last night.

They were awesome.
I had an excellent time.
Although my feet are probably worse off from the mosh. Price you pay!

I won't, go on and on

A reason I love Tumblr:



The reason I just exploded:

Yay for procrastination.

WAYNE'S WORLD, WAYNE'S WORLD! PARTY TIME! EXCELLENT!



Eh heh.


On Friday night if we don't go to the beach I will be very disappointed in myself for not nagging hard enough.




Excellent facial expressions.


Last night I watched Zombieland. It makes me very happy that I own that movie.
Jesse Eisenberg is the new love of my life (sorry THE PHANTOMMMM).



How could he not be?
Just look!

THE PHANTOM HATH STRUCK AGAIN-ETH

So there's someone out there pretending to be a friend of mine and commenting on my blog.
Lolz time.

This is like that episode of Madeline when stuff like mittens and coats and stuff start disappearing and they blame it on Pepito (of course) but it turns out to be a bunch of magpies who are taking them and giving them to homeless people.

But I have a sneaking suspicion that THE PHANTOMMMM (actual name) is not a magpie or a homeless person or a magpie helping a homeless person.

I fucking miss Madeline. I grew up on her. I was so obsessed.
First video movie I ever owned.


Nostalgia.

Moi.

I am goofy.
Love me.

Today's blogosphere pictures.

Thank you WhoWhatWear, you just decided What I am Wearing tomorroW.



This is the hair I would want if I didn't want it long.
Unfortunately, my hair is nothing like that naturally.
Actually, it probably is. I nunno.
But fringe? Neh.


Hoh mah lawd. Look at that layering.



It seems like everyone at school is really irritable/angsty/just plain angry at the moment. This week is the week from hell for SACs and such, as well as folios and drama enembles due (everyone knows about the drama dramas, because drama students are ... dramatic).

Anyway, everyone apart from myself. I've been making a conscious effort to be less of a growler, but I'm not sure anyone's noticed.


HANYWAY. Today my friend asked me if I'm doing anything for my 18th.
I will not be doing anything. Everyone has enough 18ths this year and to be perfectly emo with you I don't think one less will be much of a problem.
Too hard to get to my house.
Frankly, I have a weird mix of friends and they wouldn't all get along.
En plus, contrary to popular belief there are more people I like than there are people who like me.
Wow, I'm really good at selling myself (hello strangers, I do have friends, just not a lot of really close ones!) ...

I've really thought about this a lot.


I just had a good idea for a post.


Brbeezly.

Also,
1.REINDEER HAVE FUZZY ANTLERS (ANTLI)!
2. I think all pluri should end in i.

BIG PLANS

OK so I think I'm taking a gap year next year to work in Ireland/England.

I'm not sure.


I'll keep you posted.

So blogspot.

You may not be aware of my favourite tumblrs.
Your life may just be better off once you do!
In the order they have popped up on my feed today:
1. perfectspeciMEN.
Summary: Eye candy, the definition of.
I love this blog.
Although the current model of the week is Sebastian Monroe which I don't altogether agree with for a plethora of reasons, one of which being that he looks exactly like an acquaintance of mine and it kinda creeps me out when I feel like I'm perving on someone I kinda sorta almost know, BUT as you will be able to see the average attractiveness is at infinity.
Yes, there is definitely a 'type' of boy on this blog but he is definitely a very attractive type so I have no qualms. There is, however, a nice range of lesser known and really famous guys, fairly evenly dispersed.
Unfortunate: I don't always agree. But that's just me.
Best viewed: when you are feeling misandristic, angry at gender inequality and/or the shallowness of boys and want to combat this with some shallowness and objectiveness of your own.
Risks: may prompt loud squeals.
Preview:
Luke Pasqualino ... !
2. I Love Charts.
Summary: a hugely entertaining combination of wit and simple humour in the form of pretty, colourful charts.
This blog has hundreds of different pictures of venn diagrams, graphs, pie charts, flow charts, everything! These charts vary in topic, including bacon, politics, bicycles, sex, dating, the internet, problem solving, marketing, everything! I Love Charts has everything! The point of the blog is that everything is in a chart SO without further ado, 'ave a looky 'ere!
Unfortunate: Some of the charts/graphs/figures are related on America but ... so is everything.
Best viewed: with friends or by yourself whenever you want a light-hearted lol.
Preview:

3. Death Wears Diamond Jewellery.
Summary: Sah indie.
Full of pretty pictures, quotes and people which all are really ... ahem 'deep'.
All based around the 'it girl' look with her toussled hair, fat-less thighs, cigarettes and serious indie levels, often there are really good fashion pics amongst the awesome shots. Not much to say, just look and you'll know what I mean.
Unfortunate: Somewhat monotonous and can lead to ITWTLTS (Indie Teenagers Who Take Life Too Seriously).
Best viewed: when you are being indie/deep.
Preview: I used the 'see a random post' button!





4. fuckyeahskins.
Summary: 'For all your Skins needs!' as stated by the blogs.
We all know I have some intense Skins needs.
And this definitely fulfils them. Although they haven't posted anything for three weeks, possibly because we're in between seasons ... anyway the fuckyeah*insertobsession* tumblrs are wear obsessors pay hommage to their ... obsessions. In keeping with this tradition, fuckyeahskins has hundreds upon hundreds of pictures of the actors in Skins, still shots from the show, gifs, etc. It's very very good.
Very, very good.
Another place where one can perve on Luke Pasqualino. Mhmm.
Unfortunate: I am not an actor on Skins.
Best viewed: Anywhere. Everywhere. Any time. Every time.
Preview:



So thar you have it.
FINI.

Mon dieu

I want the above dresses.

Cool.

WATER IS MAH FAVE

I love them!



Also, through Vanessa Jackman's blog, I've discovered that Melbourne has many more hotly (can I get a hell yeah for neologisms?) dressed people than I thought!
Par exemple:




C'est toi qui dois me trouver,
Moi, c'est deja fait ...

French pop is really bad.
Also Christophe Mae is definitely a French Jason Mraz.



So. Philosophy time.
Or as the French say, philosophie.

My epiphany? Every time my social circumstances change (I make new friends, ditch old ones, everything in between), I get a new boyfriend.

THAT SHIT IS DEEP MAN.

Yeah so new crush, getting close with new people.
(That's you Doll!)


Also, issues I predicted are not so imminent.
And mum decided I'm paying for the formal dress because I pissed her off.
Fair call.



JENA LEE COULD YOU BE ANY WORSE?

Possibly FINI.