He'll yeah.

Well things have been a little strange but they seemed to work out so it's kind of OK.

Don't have a lot to say BUT I am happy and starting to find my motivation for year 12 again.
This is good.

Today I figured out that a good ENTER/ATAR score is actually quite achievable, realised I could live with being just friends with Uke if that's what it comes to and that I don't altogether hate school.


Yay timez!

No pictures, quotes.

What happens to the primary structure of the protein? 'Monkey spaghetti.'


Currently my life is practice exams and SAC cramming.

And getting crushes on people on the train.



I love these things! I'm cutting out the boring questions.



Five things you will find if you open my bag:
1. Chemistry CheckPoints.
2. Physics CheckPoints.
3. Sudoku book.
4. Batman wallet.
5. Pencil case.


Five things I’ve always wanted to do in my life:
1. Spend a day with orangutans.
2. Live in the UK.
3. Get old.
4. Have four children.
5. Get married!

Five things that make me very happy:
1. Bagels.
2. Flight of the Conchords.
3. South Park.
4. Not worrying about anything (yet to happen).
5. Buying clothing.

Five things I’m currently into:
1. A boy.
2. The fact that year 12 will be over some day.
3. Healthy food.
4. Saving money. Then spending it on eBay.
5. Macadamia nuts and apples.

Five things on my to-do list:
1. Save more money.
2. Hair cut.
3. Sleep.
I don't plan enough to have a 4 or 5.

Five things some people may or may not know about me:
1. I’m left-handed.
2. I like weird facts and conspiracies.
3. I'm very easily influenced.
4. I'm scared of the dark.
5. I don't like vegetables.

'If you take away the space and the e from your named, it makes kathar. That's not a word but it sounds like it could be.'


OK, pictures but only because I couldn't look away from these two because they're so attractive.


This woman is so intensely ... sdfkghdfgdj. I can't look away. Something about her face.
Barbie: 'What did he say?'
*reads*
'Hmmm ... uses u and r as if they are actually words but other than he shows potential.

Barbie: 'He just asked me to coffee. Used your, not you're. That's a no then.'

I love Barbie, she's so much smarter than she realises.

Fuck it.




Friggin' love Daria.


I want ... all of them.


FRUSTRATINGLY TRUE.


So yeah,

- crush
- exams
- no sleep.

I wore trackies today.
That's how crap I felt.














Yeah I know.


FINI.

I WON I WON

Oh Ebay, I love you.

I like winning things.
And spending money.
And new clothing/accessories.

i.e. everything that Ebay entails.

These will soon be mine:


Snake jewellery.
I love you.

Today I mathsed a lot.

FINI.

Today's blogosphere pictures.

Thank you WhoWhatWear, you just decided What I am Wearing tomorroW.



This is the hair I would want if I didn't want it long.
Unfortunately, my hair is nothing like that naturally.
Actually, it probably is. I nunno.
But fringe? Neh.


Hoh mah lawd. Look at that layering.



It seems like everyone at school is really irritable/angsty/just plain angry at the moment. This week is the week from hell for SACs and such, as well as folios and drama enembles due (everyone knows about the drama dramas, because drama students are ... dramatic).

Anyway, everyone apart from myself. I've been making a conscious effort to be less of a growler, but I'm not sure anyone's noticed.


HANYWAY. Today my friend asked me if I'm doing anything for my 18th.
I will not be doing anything. Everyone has enough 18ths this year and to be perfectly emo with you I don't think one less will be much of a problem.
Too hard to get to my house.
Frankly, I have a weird mix of friends and they wouldn't all get along.
En plus, contrary to popular belief there are more people I like than there are people who like me.
Wow, I'm really good at selling myself (hello strangers, I do have friends, just not a lot of really close ones!) ...

I've really thought about this a lot.


I just had a good idea for a post.


Brbeezly.

Also,
1.REINDEER HAVE FUZZY ANTLERS (ANTLI)!
2. I think all pluri should end in i.

My thoughts, featuring pretty (unrelated) pictures.

THEY'RE SO ATTRACTIVE:

I don't actually have down time. Down time is for suckers.My relaxation is arranging music or playing it, which I have deadlines and goals for.
Tryyyyyying to save money while not having a job.Juxtaposition.
I am saving for, in order of short to long term:Cut and colour at Rokk Ebony, the only place I will go - $80ish.Shampoo, conditioner, treatement from Al'chemy (fave brand) - $60.
Formal hair, limo, make up, tan, nails, possibly shoes although I'm probably wearing a pair I already own. This amounts to about (without shoes) - close to $300.Schoolies - approx. $one trillion.
OH AND I OWE MACROB $57 AND IT'S MY OWN FAULT.
May I remind, you I don't have a job and am on a 17 year old's allowance of $50 a week.
Chanel Iman is creeping up into the leagues of Lily and Erin in hotness.
In other news, I've decided who I'm taking to formal.Very good. I like organising things.
Study is good, mid years in 29 days.
Something very exciting is happening on Wednesday, I'm slightly scared.Rekindling old friendships, one of my aims for this year so that's good.
They make me so much happier, but so much more anxious.
Breathtaking:


Ditto:




Today at school we put a desk in a tree, then I climbed up the tree and pretended to study as I filmed.
Was probably the most blatantly rebellious thing I've done on school grounds.
That is so sad.
It's my last year and the only thing I've done to warrant suspension is climb a tree with some furniture! I didn't even get caught!



I'm wearing a lot of black today.
Mleh.
This is very cute.


Raquel, I want to be you.
On Friday night there were some couples and it made me miss being in a couple.
Not as much as I have in the past so this is a good thing.

Hoh ma-ee gord.

They had better come to Melbourne.
Same goes to Flight of the Conchords - you're from NZ, come to Australia!
They just tour the US. All the time.

I am strangely very peaceful.


Been surfin' the university internetz.
Wanna do patent law.
Have a deep philosophical meaning behind this decision but farking ceebs mate.

The girls in my frees are currently driving my happiness.
Aisling.
Nicole.
Kate Young.
Emma. Sometimes.
Jess.

ALL OF ZEE ABOVE.

A long post.

This is VCE:



1. I have a friend who I love because she loves people and accepts their flaws.
She'll explain that 'so and so hates everyone' or 'never puts any effort into people' in this tone that is so accepting. I've decided that people's flaws are what makes them. Anyone can rub your back and ask you how your day was.
Anyone can crack a joke.
So I basically ask her for her opinion on all of her friends.
She'll probably work this out.
Yay for you, So.

2. Love http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQjh9H-ymK4

3. I am moving to England at some stage because
a) there are English people there.
b) I want a country that is old; has a history.
c) I want a cold country. Warm countries are for holidaying and
d) Australian shopping is ridiculously shit.

4. I am definitely in a weird state of infatuation with someone I would by choice never get too close to.

5. THERE IS NO TIME NO TIME NO TIME FOR ANYTHING

6. I am very excited for next year. You have no idea.


Don't cryyyyyy

Sleepy

Technically my first day of year 12.
The last of the 'firsts' and the beginning of the end.






Over the Summer I seemed to have gained a natural frown. A depressed visage, if you will. People keep asking me if I'm OK or if I'm upset when I'm honestly thinking about tanned people or kittens - apparently my face has become unhappy.


I have not been this tired in a really long time, couldn't sleep last night, woke up early and did a lot today.


Motivational speakers work for about 10 minutes.

I'd rather sleep my whole life away

School is coming.
Is it weird that I'm excited?