My formal is next Friday.
I was really over it until we started planning today and I'm now quite excited!
Also, I'm going back to using code names for everyone because I like pretending to be a spy.


I really want to invite Uke to formal after party and such but I'm nervous to ask, as usual.
He gets to be called Uke for obvious reasons.
Stoopid.

I'm off to change every name mentioned to their codes while humming Mission Impossible music.


FINI.

He'll yeah.

Well things have been a little strange but they seemed to work out so it's kind of OK.

Don't have a lot to say BUT I am happy and starting to find my motivation for year 12 again.
This is good.

Today I figured out that a good ENTER/ATAR score is actually quite achievable, realised I could live with being just friends with Uke if that's what it comes to and that I don't altogether hate school.


Yay timez!

Shkinsh.

So I love Chris and Skins and Chris in Skins.

BUT I also have quite the crush on someone.

No pictures, quotes.

What happens to the primary structure of the protein? 'Monkey spaghetti.'


Currently my life is practice exams and SAC cramming.

And getting crushes on people on the train.



I love these things! I'm cutting out the boring questions.



Five things you will find if you open my bag:
1. Chemistry CheckPoints.
2. Physics CheckPoints.
3. Sudoku book.
4. Batman wallet.
5. Pencil case.


Five things I’ve always wanted to do in my life:
1. Spend a day with orangutans.
2. Live in the UK.
3. Get old.
4. Have four children.
5. Get married!

Five things that make me very happy:
1. Bagels.
2. Flight of the Conchords.
3. South Park.
4. Not worrying about anything (yet to happen).
5. Buying clothing.

Five things I’m currently into:
1. A boy.
2. The fact that year 12 will be over some day.
3. Healthy food.
4. Saving money. Then spending it on eBay.
5. Macadamia nuts and apples.

Five things on my to-do list:
1. Save more money.
2. Hair cut.
3. Sleep.
I don't plan enough to have a 4 or 5.

Five things some people may or may not know about me:
1. I’m left-handed.
2. I like weird facts and conspiracies.
3. I'm very easily influenced.
4. I'm scared of the dark.
5. I don't like vegetables.

'If you take away the space and the e from your named, it makes kathar. That's not a word but it sounds like it could be.'


OK, pictures but only because I couldn't look away from these two because they're so attractive.


This woman is so intensely ... sdfkghdfgdj. I can't look away. Something about her face.
Barbie: 'What did he say?'
*reads*
'Hmmm ... uses u and r as if they are actually words but other than he shows potential.

Barbie: 'He just asked me to coffee. Used your, not you're. That's a no then.'

I love Barbie, she's so much smarter than she realises.

Fuck it.




Friggin' love Daria.


I want ... all of them.


FRUSTRATINGLY TRUE.


So yeah,

- crush
- exams
- no sleep.

I wore trackies today.
That's how crap I felt.














Yeah I know.


FINI.

Now I know Lucy is reading ...

Being more keen on someone than they are on you is torture.

I really want a bag like this!!


I don't really like complimenting people's looks for various reasons (mostly cos if someone is hot or not it doesn't really change their intelligence, whether they are interesting or not, talent levels, etc) BUT

you can't deny how beautiful she is.

I haven't had this kind of a crush on anyone in ages and I've known the person ... less than 24 hours.
This will not end well.

I think it's impossible for me not to have a crush on at least one person at any time.
I'm talking those crushes that make your muscles tense up when you think about them, consider using other people to get close to them, forget what your priorities and goals are and feel like you'll become any kind of person just to continue contact with them.

WHY, HORMONES, WHY?








SWIMSWIMSWIM
I WANT TO SWIM

Jesus

So I'm dying without Docs.

Got a big white fake fur coat, which I plan to wear endlessly. It will make a change to black!
Bought black underwear and crop top for Gaysy's thing. Rocked up to the check, wearing completely all black and bought black undies.
Was judged.

My cousin Liz leaves on Tuesday which is so sad.








Today was my first sleep in in a long time, heavenly. Haven't washed my hair in years it is disgustingly good.
Ate an avocado, sausage and egg sandwich - 100% brilliance. This is why I will miss Liz. She creates the weirdest and wonderfullest food combinations. I love her to death.



I am also head-over-heels for Specs. This is not okay.



SO COOL:

COOL COOL COOL
LOOC LOOC LOOC