But

Control.

You have to be able to love someone before you can hate them.

Sometimes I love so much that I hate.

And at times I really, really hate you.

Spring.

Yesterday I had a really good day.

I liked it a lot.

I didn't even care when I was standing in the rain.

THE PHANTOMMMM

Oh hai!

What's doin?

I haven't seen you in a while ... I sort of missed the attention. But not really. At all.

Still pretending to be my boyfriend, I see. That's cool. I spose it's some form of flattery.




Hang on.


... does that mean you wanna date me?
HOMGOSH. You shoulda said something! Unfortunately I'm taken. Maybe another day, dearest PHANTOMMMM.


I see you found my Formspring, nicely done. Link me yours bebzZzZzZz? You have to have one.

I'm pretty sure amongst your accusations and insults you did mention a 'well done' so SHANKSH!
So I don't know who you are or what part of my life you're from but if you could possibly reveal yourself we might be able to have a normal person chat about why you dislike me and maybe sort something out!

If not, happy stalking!

xoxo CatHair

Oh hello.

I can haz your hair?

Life is alright in Ame*clap clap*

Despite several texts composed but not sent, yet another common room session spent complaining, way too much mopey music and a severe issue with iPod syncing, I am in a good mood for the first time in days!

Days I tell you!

I'm not sure what I did with goofy Kat but I'mma try and find her again because quite frankly I'm sick of my self-pitying self right now.

Actually Goofy Kat will be making a hefty appearance at the year 11 formal tomorrow night. Oh boy, it's gonna be good.

FINI.

One of those

A & J Stone, Lior, Sia, Sufjan Stevens days.


Year 12, I'm over you. I have bigger fish to fry and you're wasting my time.


I want to watch Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World again.
It was humour that was just right for me.


Nothing further for today, folks!

Juriran.

This is dedicated to Juriran and everyone who put any thought at all into buying me AN AXOLOTL.

If I have reached the happiest moment of my life today, I don't even care.

I don't know if you know Juriran but if you don't, you're missing out.
There are so many words I could try and use to describe him but they just aren't good enough.

So if you take thoughtful, kind, genius and hilarious, multiplied them by three infinities and them put them together in the most creative way you could think of it STILL wouldn't be good enough to match up to this boy.

Even if one day he realises I'm super annoying, I'll never forget him.

FINI.



PS I named the axolotl Wooper.

PPS I OWN AN AXOLOTL.

Can I have you?

I said you do.


I turn old tomorrow.







I'm not ready.
I'm a child.
I'm not ready.

It's like that. THIS IS LONG. So many nicknames.

You know when you spend a long time with people that you could spend a lot more time with because you're so comfortable with them and they make you so happy and having to leave them doesn't even make you sad because you just enjoyed yourself so much doing so little that nothing can make you unhappy at this point in time - not even paratactic sentences - because you're just so content with the fact that you have people like that?

I just had a day like that.
In fact I had an amazing day.

Now you have to both care and read.

Firstly I had physics tutor. I love physics. I love science. I think science is the ultimate beauty.
Peopel always say to me that they think it takes the magic out of everything, in that once ever process and phenomenon has an explanation it becomes less fascinating.I think it's the opposite. I think that there's an amazing magic in knowing how things work and that everything works. The beauty is in seeing the world in a different light because you have that extra knowledge.Physics is my way of accessing what I've always wondered about. Or things I didn't wonder about but now wonder why I never wondered.

After that I went to eat. My lunch cost me $3.50. 1.5 L of water, a huge banana and an extremely crisp apple.As I was eating my fruit, I noticed that there was a crowd under the clocks at Melbourne Central so of course I went to check out what all the fuss was about.

Then the best thing EVER happened.
The Rubik's.

Cube.

National.


Championships.

Were.

Being.

Held.


There are so many levels of awesome to this, I don't know where to begin so I don't think I will.
But summarised: geeks, people-watching, Rubik's cubes, albino child genius, blindfolds.

Not blindfolds in that way.


So I studied a bit, saw Calin (the French word, not the name) at the library and it was brief but excellent (all encounters with him are excellent).

After studying in the super quiet room at the state library which also happens to be very very beautiful, I went to Uke's house.
Studied some more physics while Uke and Bass jammed. It was awesome, just sitting and listening and laughing at all the stupid stuff we say, the boys' guitar faces and all the awesome effects we could find.
Could have spent hours just talking and listening to those two.

We acquired Uke's little sister and walked down to the Ivanhoe shops and ate really good chips and souvlaki. I picked out the onion and tomato and the boys ate it for me. 'Twas a beautiful transaction.

So we went back to the house, mucked around a little more, Uke's mum showed me all of his baby photos and was hilarious. She thinks I'm extremely studious and responsible. Heh. Also, his house has a mandolin, several flutes, guitars, ukeleles, amps, pedals ... just a lot of music stuff. It's great. It's been a long time since I've had friends who love music so much.

So yes. It sounds simple but I just had one of the best days I can remember.
There was no agenda. We just sat in a room.



I think I should just sit in a room more often. Maybe a room like that.


FINI.

Fwendz.

Christopher: 'Where have you been all my life?'

Kat: 'I don't know!'

Christopher:'Well I can tell you WHAT you've been. And that, my friend, is: MISSED!'

Kat: 'Ahhh! I miiiiiiiiiiiss yooooooooooooooou to an extent I cannot convey through added vowels!'

Christopher: 'The only vowels I care about are u and i.'

I am jealous of myself for having such an excellent friend.

I have many an excellent friend.

Dear Friends,

Thank you!

I've got a feeling,

That it's a demon!

Well no I don't, but if a sentence starts with 'I've got a feeling', it will end in Buffy.


I DO have a feeling that something bad will happen tomorrow.
I'm good at this. Just wait for it.

I hope I'm wrong.

WOOOOO-FOREBODING-OOOOOOO

Speaking of Buffy, I am a very big fan.

Buffy had it all.



Excellent make up and hilarious characters.

An awesome cast.

Very importantly ...
James Marsters.


Ehhhhhhh.

The list goes on an I'm too lazy

BUT most of all.

I wish I had a Giles.



FINI.